reminisce

First off, this post contains puke worthy content so I shall begin with an apology for the public display of affection you're about to see :p.. hit the 'x' over the right top corner if you please..

yahoo message archive dated 7/10/09
before we started going out and officially a couple

punktechz: haih.. u tau tak i teringat2 kat u tadi
punktechz: but i figure out this thing , hmm
punktechz: complicated la i ni. betul ke i orang yg u cari ni sya. :) ehmm..
punktechz: i rase i pegi jb end of this year kot.
syazana: ??? y are u thinking of this?

punktechz: tak tahu.. but u ade dlm otak i setiap mase la
syazana: :) y are u worried?
punktechz: smp i dah start fikir yg i nak pegi jb cari u.. and spend time dgn u..hmmm
syazana: u tak comfortable ke with things as they r now?
punktechz: selese. sbb tu i keep on fikir pasal u kot

syazana: ok. so just go with the flow
punktechz: ok
syazana: am i causing stress to u?
punktechz: no..

syazana: but y are u confused? what did i do to confuse u?
punktechz: sbb i tak jumpe u lagi.. tapi u dah ade dalam otak i
punktechz: u tak rase weird ke?
syazana: honestly, tak weird pun
syazana: coz i rasa i think of u jugak all the time.. u occupy most of my thinking
punktechz: owh thank u.
punktechz: that is so sweet.. ok so ape yg i rase normal la ek? hmm
syazana: nothing strange, that's perfectly normal

punktechz: u tak marah ke bile i cakap i confuse? i mean.. kalau perempuan.. biase kot rasa confuse
punktechz: tapi lelaki.. u tak rase pelik? sbb i rase pelik dgn ape i rase skrg la
syazana: ermm tak, tp i tak faham sgt kenapa u confused
syazana: what are u scared of? hurting me or hurting urself?

punktechz: u tak takut bile i dah start suke u nanti kejap2 i ade kat johor?
syazana: tak lansung, i'd be the happiest girl on earth
punktechz: hehe ok :)
punktechz: i kene bagi tau u awal2.. bile i start suke someone.. i kind of mcm .. akan do everything for her la..
syazana: like wise
punktechz: so u better.. hmm careful kot. hehe
syazana: im capable of doing that too
syazana: fariz..i think ure too careful :)
punktechz: hmm.. sorry tau i rase mcm ni..
punktechz: i sometimes takut i terlalu dumbass sbb tak realize it was u yg i tggu slame ni. takut.. tapi..
punktechz: ish kite tukar topic. nanti i fikir fikir fikir.. pastu tak boleh tido
syazana: ok b4 that listen here im reading this book that says: but how will i know who is my soulmate?
syazana: by taking risk
syazana: by risking failure, dissapointment, dillusion
syazana: but never ceasing in ur search for love :)

punktechz: ok :) thank u. i will remember that

syazana: so u wana go rest now?
punktechz: ehemm. i think i should. thank u..u calm me down..

syazana: :) my pleasure

punktechz: i akan pastikan i dapatkan u :)
punktechz: and i nak u tau .. deep inside i happy juge kot

syazana: i find myself happier since u came into my life too
syazana: so tq :)