the world on a string

As the new year approaches and when many people feel the need to hit the reset button of their life, I wish mine to rewind a year back and repeat. The past 12 months have brought a fair share of good lessons, happy moments and most importantly hope. Love and luck stood by me..Fariz and I are ready to take the next big step in our journey together. But even though the year ahead promises to be very exciting, somehow I'm a lil bit upset to see 2010 end here..what if lady luck suddenly decides to deceive me?

and owh if you're wondering, I'm not really one of those resolution makers, coz for one, they're not my thing. Resolutions are meaningless blurbs. Probably because I set crazy goals, like promising myself to spend less hours surfing the net or to not buy anymore shoes??! to wake up early in the morning (which I tell myself to do every night before I sleep, but I never did)..It is like making a promise that I don't want to make..or saying maybe or I'll try..why write a depressing list of things to do? You know at least your resolutions must be something you WANT to do instead of just something you better off doing..know what I mean?

and I usually live for the day, taking one thing at a time. Planning ahead is not my forte. When I really have a pile of things to do and started complaining, Fariz will make me write my to-do-list and that really, is the closest I get to being organized. I mean, even in other areas of life~ like shopping, I don't make lists. I trust my instinct, I follow my heart and do what any girl in a candy shop would do~ buy whatever I feel like buying! simply because I act on impulse rather than thought. and nowadays, the furthest I get to planning is always about what to wear tomorrow or what and where to eat. though another exception is probably the wedding~ which I tell you I am only the least bit enjoying it coz it involves a lot of shopping and spending m$n$y that I either don't have or that are not mine.. hahah

So anyway here I am, welcoming 2011 with arms wide open and totally (not so) ready for whatever it has in store to offer. I've heard that good things don't last, but we will inshaAllah.. I expect much awesomeness to ensue once Fariz and me step up to be man and wife.. at the end, what I really want boils down to mostly two major things; I just want to stay in love and be happy :)

"Samantha Jones: Relationships aren't just about being happy.
I mean, how often are you happy in your relationship?
Charlotte York: Every day.
Samantha Jones: Every day?
Charlotte York:Well, not all day every day but yes, every day."

Sex and the city, 2008

Perfectly, exactly how I feel
No other way can better describe it


I love you Sayang,
Yay! to a happy new year ahead xxx

love is no playground

Oh YES I will!!

1. because when I love somebody as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do
2. because its funny how we actually got this far after all the misunderstandings, miscommunications and every damn fight, right?
   
3. because we grow so much together, especially sideways :p
4. because I want to feed and fatten you up!! I can't be the fat one in this relationship, now can I?
5. because I am done kissing frogs..and yada yada none of them but you, actually turned into a real prince! All men are frogs until you set them free. hahaha
   
6. because you understand me (or pretend to) when I hardly make any sense which is more than half of the time
   
7. and you love me for me regardless of how difficult that might be
8. because you have never ever got mad at me (no matter how hard I deliberately try to make you to)
9. because you are lucky that I am not even half as sassy now as I used to be!
   
10. because I am tired of sleeping with magazines or books and waking up alone
    
11. because it bloody gets me on my nerves when people interrogated me with the intrusive 'when are you getting married' question when all they actually wanted to know is if I am getting married at all. Now a polite answer to this fairly rude question is easy. HAH!
    
12. because I don't want to grow old and die alone
13. because I want you to tell me that I'm pretty everyday :)
14. because you like me even without make-up
15. because I want to make you breakfast and make your bed. If I ever resolute to wake up early enough, that is
    
16. because you are my rock, my baby, my lover, my crying shoulder, my driver, my partner in crime, my shopping buddy, my bank-er, my soldier, my cameraman, my entertainment, my happiness, my bestfriend forever
    
17. because I am a shopaholic and you're a workaholic. I can help you spend the money you make because shopping is what I do best
    
18. because I can make you cute babies with a hint of Eurasian mix
    
19. because you've mastered the art of reading my mind. You know when yes means yes and yes means no and no means yes and when a no is a no
20. because you value the fact that I speak femininity instead of reality.You know when I scream LEAAVE that actually means come back, talk and pujuk me until I feel better now! right? and when I say 'I don't want to talk to you' it means totally the opposite! <-- keep this in mind, always will you?
    
21. because I need a fat durable punching bag to throw tantrums at..and you're one :)
    
22. because you have high tolerance to PMS, my mood swings and bridezilla attacks! ~ tested and true hehehe
23. because nothing beats my love towards you, with all my heart and handbags and whole wardrobe and shoes
24. because being with you is the closest I get to being a Princess. Did you grow up in Disneyland or something!! Did you?
    
25. because you're not one in a million, but you're the only one :)
26. because at 26, love is no playground. Dating isn't exactly my idea of fun anymore when a marriage is :)

more love

To: Fariz~ lotsa lotsa l.o.v.e and more

which one are you?

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need
you have expressed.

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with
guidance and support,

To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They may even teach you, LOVE

Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time,

this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an
end..

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.

Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

perhaps your need has been met, your desire
fulfilled and so their work is done.

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.



Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has
come to share, grow or learn.

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.

They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.

Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
God probably has bigger plans for you

and there’s no need to miss those from your past

There’s a reason they didn’t make it to your future



LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,

things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation.

Your job is to accept the lesson,

love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other
relationships and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind but what's meant to be will always be
and it will find its way

source: email

one less lonely girl

"Absence sharpens LOVE
Presence strengthens it"

Yeay! Fariz is back :)

Here's to happy hearts!