catching up

07/12/2010 09:28:22
I love you. U kan princess dlm hati i. So i akan berusaha utk bwat u happy wlpun i bz. I feel bad bile xdpt bwat u happy. Im sorry k sayang. I nak masuk meeting balik, nnt I call u lg. Miss u baby! I love u so much!

:)
This is what I call reassurance.
I love the way it helps to settle my spirit just like the usual way it does.
thank you Sayang

I'll stop checking my phone for awhile then

Day 6: Not enjoying the silence

I am a big fan of cliches~ but not for this one. coz well, it doesn't ring true..

the past few days haven't been any easier emotionally than last week. I have been putting off blogging because I can't seem to pull myself out of this funk. I thought if I give me some time, things will improve or maybe my outlook would change and I really, really want this post to be the one where I can say that I am alive and happily kicking. But alas, truth is I continue to reside in the bitter barn..

and as much as I dream of a successful hard working man to make a husband, Fariz 's work is showing no signs of slowing down and as he continues to pull away to focus on work, I came to a depressing concern that we're slowly becoming emotionally distant..are we? are we Sayang?

For one thing, the fact that he is not available for texting or calling during the day, results in me wanting it more. I want to try to fill the void by hearing from him more than just our goodnight chat. I want to hear from him throughout the day. I want to know if he is okay, I want to know where he went, what he had for lunch and how he feels. Most of all, I want to know if he is thinking about me and if he misses me at all...

You and I

Finding new music and discovering that new favourite song, it makes me feel just like falling in love again..Since its been awhile that I last shared a video, here's one. It isn't exactly new but I just realised how cute the lyrics are, so have a listen ...

Don't you worry there my honey
We might not have any money
But we've got our love to pay the bills

Maybe I think you're cute and funny
Maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you if you know what I mean

Oh lets get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
Lets get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance
Lets get rich and build a house on a mountain making everybody look like ants
From way up there, you and I, you and I

:)

Day 2: the long awaited call

The telephone reception was very poor when Fariz called. All I really heard was him chanting he misses me, over and over again. And before we hung up I think all we said was 'I love you (too)' about a hundred times more than usual.


Aside from the long awaited call, nothing else special happened :(

Isn't it funny how sometimes when ONE person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated?

I miss you so much too Sayang

and just like you want me to, I am reflecting on the days when you are near and I took you for granted

So, lets 'fight less and love more' when you come back k? :p

sorry this is a terribly unrelated photo. but I still want to put one, hence~..

Day 1: Good night nobody

I'm all tucked up in bed, meaning to be asleep a good hour ago, but my sleepy time doesn't seem to be doing the trick

why?

Let it be known that Fariz is away on a business trip. The land down under is still awaiting his arrival but I am already wishing that he would come back to the radar and talk to me now :(

Isn't it nice to have someone who will always answer your call, just like how you would always answer theirs?..

It is getting a little bit too lonely here. I hope Fariz will land safe and soundly and quickly give me my usual dose of night call

Oh well.

For us, it’s one of those things that we have to go through to be stronger

and this time round it is LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP for real

hell yea..
Bring it on! Pfffttt!!